Coming upon the end

So it has been a while. I haven't had good things to say so I decided saying nothing was better. This summer has been real freaken crappy! As bad as it sounds to me, I really cannot wait until summer is over and kids go back to school. This summer has taught me that my struggles are going to be here the rest of my life. No matter if I get help or not, I am going to be struggling the rest of my days. That is a horribly depressing thought! I am tired of inner termoil. I am tired of fighting not to do what will temperarily help me.

I bought a new gun a few weeks ago. It is a Glock 27, most of you won't really care but I love it. Brandon was nice enough to take me to the range on Saturday so I could test it out. I love it so much more than my Smith and wesson. It doesn't hurt to use it which is good. The smith and wesson is just painful to shoot after ten rounds.

I finally finished working on dads car. Now it doesn't make any horrible noises and doesn't sound like it is going to fall apart while driving it. I am still healing from the last time though. I will have some nice scares from it :) Changing two axles, two wheel bearings and breaks is a mighty big task. But it was well worth it. I am glad he is happy with the work.